Searching,longing,questioning .. my eyes look to yours. To find but in its warmth all my wants melt into a single desire to give. To give unconditionally. Oh, to live to see that reflected in your eyes. The air is damp with emotion. A solitary tear pauses poetically on the lash. And I blink and look away.

i search the empty skies
For a place to hide
My shame, my loss, my regret
And perhaps cry !

Strobelights, Go-go dancers, the music resounding in my head, an intoxicated state of mind, and we danced like there wasn't another care in the world. It was a year ago that we all went clubbing last. I had almost forgotten how much at one time i used to enjoy it. Sac, remembered you a lot. Our days in grad school and our thrursday nights out :). I don't need a drink to dance, but with two long islands, my feet had a mind of their own. And with friends who kept an eye on me and an arm out for me it was an evening to remember :) Happy birthday again Shy. Your birthdays always rock :).

so we had our first book club meeting as well on sat morning. I made brunch. :) I have never really liked the idea of being in a bookclub because given the limited time in a day I have for my favourite hobby, I ont want to waste it reading things I dont like simply because I commited to it. But I figured that my choice in the books I pick up was getting very limited and I hardly read any contemporary stuff. So decided to give this a shot. This club consists of 5 of us with sorta similar sensibilities so hopefully it should be fun. Each of us had different things we wanted to read so finally put chits :) !! The draw of the lot was Girl with the Pearl earring. I do not like sappy love stories. But am willing to give it a chance. Hope its worth the while :)