Do you ever wonder ?

I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
la... la la lala lala la......

-- Fool's Garden

And I wonder wonder.... Offlate thats what I have been doing. The year is drawing to an end and i look over my shoulder to see how many of the promises I made to myself I have kept. Of how life just keeps going on. Of what I have wanted and what life gave me. Of what I made of it. Of what I can make of it. I wonder if it could have been any different. I wonder if it still can.

And I wonder about what they tell me. And what I hear. And what I feel. And I wonder what it will be... and I wish I didnt just wonder so much.

"I am turning my head up and down
Turn Turn Turning Turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree... and I wonder"