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Sunday, July 30, 2006

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A loss of control. Thats what I have been feeling last few days. My life as I know it, my dreams as i painted them are a haze at the moment. I clutch it with all might, but like sand it slips though and leaves but a grain or two. A memory of a dream.

I hardly recognize myself today. Emotional, over wrought, nervous and insomniac. Just one more week. Thats all. I know Ill be myself again.

For everything, I love you mom and dad. I just can't say that enough. And to you who loves me even when I am like this - Thank you :)

4 Comments:

  • hope you feel better :)

    -Kartik

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 7:11 AM  

  • I think that the more we plan in life - the harder it is that destiny hits us .
    Time will outweigh this moment .
    Breathe in Breathe out but mostly ..just Breathe :)

    Kau

    By Blogger Kau, at 11:14 AM  

  • Thanks Kartik !

    kau - Thats what I keep telling myself. Thanks :)

    By Blogger RagzZmatazZ, at 11:33 AM  

  • We all love you and I know me saying that is redundant, but I will still say it. Wish I could have been in SD right now:)

    By Blogger shweyta, at 12:25 PM  

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