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A loss of control. Thats what I have been feeling last few days. My life as I know it, my dreams as i painted them are a haze at the moment. I clutch it with all might, but like sand it slips though and leaves but a grain or two. A memory of a dream.

I hardly recognize myself today. Emotional, over wrought, nervous and insomniac. Just one more week. Thats all. I know Ill be myself again.

For everything, I love you mom and dad. I just can't say that enough. And to you who loves me even when I am like this - Thank you :)